Jess

why???

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 02:17:16 GMT

omg hecktic life but a great one minus the b/f drama
tuesday i got a lap dance from my favorite stripper hee hee ... no charge...
gotta love it i talk about b/f drama then i mention my stripper boy... whom i've had a crush on longer then i've even known justin so i doubt it counts and ... the chances of me and wally hookin up are slim to none so i'm not really worried and .... let's face it i got morals lol...
me and justin have been fighting ... he seems to have no time which is ok but he doesnt seem to budget his time well... as in we made plans on wed nite to hang out... he worked till 9 he called when he was done and said he had to watch his brothers till his parents got home at 1130 then he would come over and he could then spend the nite ... well then he calls me at like 11 and says my friend doesnt want to drive drunk so i'm gonna pick him up at brannigans and then come over ... i'll be like a half hour... so yeah 1 am roles around i call he's still at the bar... i'm like fuck this i got class and i'm goin to bed ... thought we would spend time together but i guess not ... it just seems like i'm at the end of his social list and personally i dont think that's where i'm supposed to be ... i mean fam, friends, work, then me ... then random shit ... but it just seems like well ok looks like i am at the end ... ugh whatever not ghonna stress bout it but it's just on my mind ... someone give me some advice i never see him and i'm wondering if it is worth the bullshit being he's leavin in june for the navy

comments needed

peace yall
JEss

oooo tonight

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 08:30:34 GMT

well tonight was fun i love that damn club i just cant help it... nothing will ever compare
But i was disturbed when Chad wouldnt stop tryin to get me to come home with him ugh.... you would think he would figure shit out he's like ooo i want a good gurl i;m like yeah your a stripper i cant do that ... ha ha ha...I cant wait till thursday he said i could do a body shot off him and charity said she would intro me to the whole line of hott stripper men expecially WALLY YAY!!! oooo damn ... Sabin showed up as well to support all the QUeens i'm so pissed that he got kicked off house cast i think that's so much bullshit... She has the energy and brings the crowd... but because Delicious is mucho bitch she's gone and we miss her .. But Angel did really good tonight she performed madonna's like a prayer and she looked perfect all the ladies did a great job gotta love it... maybe i'll get hte pics of all my drag friends get it up on here crazy partyin... I also saw kris there a guy i went to HS with and he told me he was bi i was soo surprised it's so damn cute...

3 months till i'm 21 cant wait... Partyin it up at emerald i'm gettin my crew together already so far 20 people are hitttin it up i'm gonna be so damn cute too ooo i cant wait gonna get crunk lol

Yesterday i met a really sweet guy his name was cliff i was so damn surprised he was like wow the type i like and super duper cute Dustin said he wanted him and i got him ooo so fun he goes to LCC and is just yummy BIG NECKS ROCK MY WORLD....

well i had a crazy nite of dancing and gettin molested by gay boys so i'm gonna hit the hay
Thursday ooooo cant wait
nite nite yall
muahz

JEss

life is goooooood

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 04:00:54 GMT

Life is so great for me ... Ive been crazy partyin and i feel relaly good about myself it's about damn time!!! i've had a rough couple of months just findin myself and what makes me happy ... I've been goin out and keeping p with skool just having fun and goin nuts
Missin vanessa and hopin she is doin good with the whole ireland thing
Hanging out with megs, dustin, rob, and athena alot more jsut cuz i feel so fun around them it's a different type of crowd that cant be douplicated it's so fun i wouldnt trade that for the world ... tonight we are off to madonna look alike nite we will see how this goes cuz i sure as hell dont look like madonna we will see what athena comes up with ha ha

anyways offf for a nite of crazy fun holla
muahzzzzzzzzz

jess

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 07:35:29 GMT

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

me hate tests

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 05:40:54 GMT

me hates tests seems like all i do is study and i still suck
ugh lots of stress cant wait for turkey day
someone give me something funny to laugh at cuz damn i'm needin it
too much studyin
way too much
and i miss that hott stripper ooo yeah he was fine ... yeah gettin back to them books
now i got his tight little ass in my mind oooo woah is me this is gonna be a long nite
I think me needs caffine or damn something to live'in me up rahr
ok yeah
me gonna go hit books
or just sleep on them
sweeeeeeet
yeah nite nite

oh yeah p.s. someone tell me how to put pictures on here i really want to know
visuals are so much funner

depressed again

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 06:16:08 GMT

I'm lonely relaly lonely i dont want to be alone right now ... just found out that chris the one i thought was perfect found the perfect gurl and it wasnt me the shitty thing is .. is i actually thought i had a chance.. i'm really down on myself ... dieting is always on my mind i am not satisfied with myself and i'm just a mess .. i dont know got so much runnin through my head and i just dont want to be here right now... guess i just dont want to be me right now...

flustered

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 02:54:16 GMT

I only seem to write in this thing when i got alot on my mind that needs to come out so.. for the new readers that's y my entries arnt ussually full of spring time fun and flowers...Life has been hectic people pulling me one way or another ... I'm the one that people come to so i take on their problems as well as my own and my list just keeps gettin longer and longer... for some reason i cant wait till christmas.. seems like at that time ofyear i have no worries... Glen is on my tail Trevor is on my tail and so is Billy but am i satisfied ... NO of course not what day would Nowa be satisfied with three boys chaseing her... they dont seem to be turning out to be the men i want ... which sux cuz you know me i've been waiting for that my whole life... i dont know i guess takin things slow is all i can do.

School is gettin nutty tests are comin failing and goin ... in fact i'm procrastinating as we speak ... on thing that is goin great is my diet ... i finally got back on track ... and those who know me know how distressed i get about these types of things i need to lose the rest of that weight i need to whatever it takes ok maybe not whatever but i'm goin to great lengths that means no desert table... halloweeen is around the corner and again i'm makeing the damn costume we will see how that goes... hopefully good... what else I've missed home alot lately just talkin to my mom makes me smile but last time i went home i felt awkward in my own home from my last (private) entry you all know why cuz a certain someone is a tramp very disrespectful...I dont like that feeling and i believe that was stolen from me and I"m goin to get in back ... grr its stupid people in this world that keep me awake at nite lol what the fuck i'm a nut anyways i'm not gonna lett that bother me again...

and another thing i'm homeless for next year as of now the boys dont know what the hell they are doin and since this test i havent been able to do shit but study and get my halloween shit together argh i'm frustrated i need to go appartment hunting but cant cuz i'm so fuckin busy argh i need to get to workin and shit yeah need a job too but nooooo ugh yeah flusterd is the word

i should get back to studyin cuz i know i'm gonna regret it if i dont ... and i'm just hopin for a good grade pwease exam gods give a sista some cheese here ... ok guys i'm out for now study time

Love yall lots

Jess

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 21:07:24 GMT

I'm having a rough couple of days... Everyone is askin me why i'm not callin them why i'm not goin out why i'm not at their every beck and call. I'm gettin so sick and tired of it when i'm fallin down the toilet. My mind isnt in the right place all i'm thinkin about is how i cant control things in my life..

My diet is fallin down the tubes and i feel so defenceless to stop it. I dont know how to fix things anymore. I feel like i'm huge again like all the weight is coming back.. people are like ok well just limit your food ... easier said then done i dont know how anymore I've been on this diet for about a year now and it's tearing me apart feelin so guilty if i eat something other then what i'm supposed to. So i get in a rut and eat something like a bag of chips and go nuts cuz i ate it. I just dont know where to go from here i feel stuck.

I dont seem to be clickin with people on the floor i dont feel like they know anything about me and usualy i wouldnt care but i just want to feel accepted.. I mean i have some gurls on the floor but just doesnt seem like i can talk to any of them.

Now the big thing SEX I dont know what to do about it anymore. I feel so much pressure on the sex thing billy is so much more experienced then me and i feel like he's expecting me to. I dont know what to do about that shit anymore. I guess i kinda put myself in that situation I feel obligated and i dont like that feeling. I dont even know if i'm comfortable with him to do any of that shit unless i'm drunk.

I just dont know what to do i have so much runnin through my head and everyone is like where have you been? How come you dont call anymore?? well prolly because i'm losing my mind and am having a nervous break down and just want to ball my eyes out.. this is one of the things i hate about college ... i have no one to turn to cuz everyoen thinks i have it all together... I'm struggleing with figuring out my future..what do i want to do for the rest of my life??? i have no clue any more. Everyone else seems to have everything so mentally up there straight and figured and i'm so lost right now i just dont know what to do...

Any advice?? please help cuz i'm in a rut and fallin
IT would be appreciated so much

holy long time

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 04:54:44 GMT

wow guys i havent talked in here for so long ... life ha ha back at school for about 3 weeks now and it's pretty damn good the floor is gonna need some molding but i'm workin on it ... i hate my classes... they are fuckin shitty and gonna be hard as hell... Billy came up this weekend it was great i had alot of fun and he is so sweet to me .. and of course the enevitable happened he wanted me to be his girlfriend what is that 4 now damn you go from no men for 19 years to 4 year riight but i'm still riding it single and loving it of course.. lookin for the perfect ... not ready to give in... I miss the guys being on 2 i hate having to drive all the way accross campus to hang out... I"m fuckin over there like daily and see them at least 6 times a week but some how they never seem to get tired of me ( I have no idea how) it's nice to have friends like that...

speaking of friends me and fratty have gotten so much closer since she has been goin to state i'm so happy i never thought our friendship would last to tell you the truth.. we just seemed so different at times ... i couldnt be happier with the way things have turned out ... In life I thought it was about the masses of friends you had but i guess it's just that one great friend that makes it all worth while and every moment cherished ...

I'm loveing the independence again but this mornin i found myself with a bit of homesickness i have no idea where it came from but it was just out of now where where i wanted home cookin and just to hang with my family ... i dont know maybe cuz i talked to my mom and realized i hadnt seen her in like 2 weeks which was kinda strange after being surrounded by her anal retentiveness for 3 long months...

I need to get a job any suggestions..??

I think i'm gonna watch a movie and turn in i got a 1020 tommorrow it's the long day

ttyl peoples
love ya jess

WOW tired

Tue, 18 May 2004 00:20:07 GMT

Last saturday i went to canada. wow it was too much fun i went with shanna, debra, nick, john, and chris (wow damn hott) so anyways we went to the krazy horse and they did kareoke with all the bachlor boys which happened to be a crazy blast. Then we got in free at voodoo which isnt a bad clubber type bar this is where shanna happened to ripp her pants right in the ass nice big whole... so damn funny.. she didnt know what to do her ass was just out there lmao wow good times... then we went to bentley's which is the key of all canada experiences... it was so much fun i hope to see them more this summer and jen of course

I still miss my school friends but i'm doin good at the moment just chillin and working and partyin

yeah i've been workin alot 7up'in is gettin stressful but i'm gettin the hours and the pay so i'm on it
It's kinda strange being back and everyones reaction to stuff about me it's just interesting to see peoples reaction it's positive but just different I LIKE IT !!!!!!!!!!

Well i think i'm out for tonight
nite yall
Jess

Woo

Thu, 13 May 2004 21:54:16 GMT

So yeah back to the work world and it's treatin me kinda good I've been under the weather lately feeling kinda shitty

I've seen so many people at work having lots of fun and i did really good in my classes

but hey gotta go hit me up later
peace
jess

Here I am ON Brendan's computer

Sat, 01 May 2004 20:15:50 GMT

howdy howdy howdy i hate not having a computer right now I'm on brendan's right now being a mooch yay

So thursday night's festivities. heee hee too much fun it was my birthday celebration whoop whoop i like it Laura made me a cake and it was yummy we went to a party and had soo much fun.. They stole bread!!! DORKS what a bunch of dorks!! OOO that was so much fun i saw so many people including Eric ooo damn hottt boy cant get over that one It wsa just an all around great nite

i'm hopin that next week me and my friends can go to emerald and then to canada for my birthday just so i can celebrate it as long as possible then i go back to work and summer classes and shit it's just gonna be strange I dont like work but right now i need money anyways until next time i'll holla at yall later toodles :-D

Love ya Jess

Well poo!!!

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 22:29:58 GMT

Damn computer sux I had to reformat my entire computer again which blows these next couple days are gonna suck i love my computer but ehhh at least i dont have that damn virus anymore thank god i prolly should have just called mcaffe then i would have not had to worry about this whole lovely formattin thing but whatever i have to start studyin finals are comin up and thank god it might be over

Alot of shit has been goin down to people that dont deserve it i feel so bad the way things turned out and i just wish that somehow i could have made it better that i could have changed it some how i dont know i jsut wish stupid shit was left at the door

I got my job back and i'm not exactly lookin forward to it it 's gonna suck but the money is good and that i do need i'm excited to start on my class again and be that much closer to my goal it would be so nice for once to be totally accomplished i cant wait
anyways
i'm out
peace
jess

WOW

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 21:03:35 GMT

The week from hell is almost over
MONDAY: was my TE final thank god thats over
TUESDAY: was my ISP Exam that i am pretty damn sure i sucked big balls on
WEDNESDAY: My group presentation for TE which isnt gonna be that bad
NEXT WEEK: I have My Case Analysis paper due (that i need to start) and a PSy Exam ugh who the hell knows anymore but i'm just excited that this week is almost over

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 13 DAYS YAY 20 AND THERE AINT SHIT ON 20 WHAT'S THE DEAL LOL that is the week of finals ugh i dont want to even start to think about that. I"m kinda excited for my birthday because last year no one got to celebrate it with me. I'm hoping that that weekend the 7th we can all go to Canada YOU HEAR THAT PEOPLE CANADA MAY 7TH !!!! damn cant wait for that

Life is crazy but so great right now The end of the year is coming and summer is around the corner. I am excited for it but not for working and not for classes

I learned so much about my self and about my friends this year. I got to see myself in a new light thanks to some key people. I found out how good of a person i actually am how i'm a die hard friend. Which i am so proud of. I like the fact that my friends consider me their shoulder in times of need. I like being able to be there for people no matter what. I learned people can change for the better and the worse. I learned the infamous lesson that guys have so much catchin up to do to us gurls some times but that there are some respectable and honorable guys out there. Once we find them gurls hold on for dear life lol. I also learned people are stupid there are people out there that can just hurt others they seem to have no conscience but they will get there slap in the face just give it time. There will more then likely be another one of these entry's towards the end of the year so until then

Peace

Jessica

Thanks guys for A fun Year
Vanessa, Greg, Smatt, Ryan, Brendan, Maria, Chris, Mitch, Mike, Christine, Amanda, Liz, Melanie, Jen, Heather, Addie, Elaina, Kellie, Ashley, Betsy, Celeste, Mary, Trevor, Amy, Meghan, Melissa, Melissa, Megan, Sally, Stephanie, Lindz, Kathy, Christina

WOW too much SMILING!!

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 16:38:44 GMT

WOW the past couple days have been crazy. The weather has been so beautiful and i've been tryin to enjoy it. Hung out with Trevor again which was really nice and I have fun with him we are so alike and so funny together. but slow is the word gotta take things slowly. I'm having so much fun i've been kinda lazy this week though i have so much to study for and only have today so i'm gettin on it or tryin to.

Tommorrow is Peter's communion and me and my bro are goin i just have to leave like at 5ish cuz i have so much studyin to do i jsut want this week to end already.

well i'm out for now
ttyl
jess

OK PEOPLE HELP THIS GURL OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 01:54:23 GMT

I need to know why guys are so obsessed with sex??? I mean geeze it seems to me all guys are obsessed they get it and they want it all the time everyday every min. Or they dont get it and they leave, cheat, and break gurls hearts. Whats the big deal i dont understand why guys can just treat it casually what is in your genes that lets you do that. Gurls no no no emotions we run on that R U LISTENING GUYS EmOtIoNs!!! we always have some kinda attachment to that person argh that just bugs me how can guys be drivin by only sex THAT DAMN HOMING DEVICE IN THEIR PANTS!!! I find it so funny and that they are just weak beings on the earth.. (wow makes them sound like animals hee hee damn straight) lol

SO HELP ME OUT LET ME KNOW WHY IS IT SO IMPORTANT???

responces requested thanks Jess ;-D

By the way no more cramps the day is wonderful full of smiles and laughter i'm in such a good mood hellllllllllll yeah

Been feelin kinda shitty

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 18:03:13 GMT

OOOO yeah my stomach hates me eww ... Been having a rough couple of days cuz my tummy has been killin me cramps have never gotten this bad but owie!!!!... yesterday i was so done i had a heating pad all damn day on my tummy hopin to feel better but yeah didnt work

Today I am hopin to get something accomplished cuz i havent been doin shit and i need to get on it i have so much to do next week and that's just gonna suck to get this shit done but i just havent felt up to much...

I need to get busy with my homework i just dont feel up to it right now just really tired and blah. Other then feelin alittle crappy I'm doin great the days have been pretty good and happy and that's just the way i like them. Except for the 5th wheel feeling sometimes in some places i'm doin good.

Well maybe i'll be productive

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT

TTYL
Jess

On a good note

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 21:05:05 GMT

I had a rough weekend in and out of gettin pissy and fighting. But i think it worked out to my benefit. Since then i have a new outlook in my head. Life is for me and my future for once. I have my head on straight and am focused and i dont want to let anything get in the way of that. School is comin to a close and this week is the calm before the storm i'm gonna have so much shit to tend to next week. But then it's almost over an i'm happy for that. I've stopped puttin trust in people which could be bad but for me it's a good thing i trust my friends well some of them but i just need to keep it at that for awhile. I'm not diving into anything anymore i'm just gonna keep my kool and just take things slow, observe from a distance. I need it I need to concentrate on protecting me for once.

Me and Jen hung out this weekend it was so nice we had so much fun being idiots. "Day Widows aint titted doe" lol I'm never gonna forget that stuff. I like it when i can hang out with her brings be back to being a kid knowing that i have actually have been friends with her for all of my life makes me think i did something right by staying good friends with her. And Jen if you read this YOu know i'm always here for you day or nite and always will be gurl.

Lots of fightin with the MAMMie this weekend two women with strong personalities in the same house not a good combination. But hey we will see what happens this summer if i dont lose my head lol

well yall i'm out for now got some studyin to do and lots of things to tend too have a nice day yall smile one for me

Jess ;-)

All smiles!!!

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 02:37:13 GMT

This week has been interesting quite interesting. Kinda frustrating week but all good in the end.

Finally started them damn experiments for Psychology which was on my mind and buggin me i already have 10 credits in two days. Personally that is jsut pretty damn good.

The year is coming to an end and it's sad i have to think about how i'm gonna get all my junk home and shit i might take some home easter weekend. I'm goin to canada with Fratty on friday with all our crew i'm kinda excited cuz i'm supposed to see Kurt there he kinda came out of no where but where ever that nowhere is i sure as hell hope there are others like him out there. Cuz i got some friends that need sweet guys like him. But this one sorry ladies he is the object of my effection at the moment. I can talk to him for hours on end and have the goofiest smile on my face. That hasnt happened since ... yeah he knows who he is and we all know how that turned out... But he's so sweet and just down to earth oooooo 6 days theres a count down. Only bad thing is the X i have bad experiences with X's just seems like i cant compare which sux but i'm willin to take a chance on this one I know the least i would get out of this is a friendship cuz we have alot in common... I dont know i just always end up hurt and alone but i guess takin chances is all I can do.

Melanie is all smiles cuz she finally got her letter i'm so happy for her. She needs confidence in the person she is. She is so sweet and deserves to smile i hope he writes her more and finally calls her we will see.

I'm smiles now finally ... Me and Maria and her crew are goin out tonight to some party i'm excited it's gonna be fun I hope well yall i'm out for now ttyl

Jess

Fun Weekend

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 01:31:15 GMT

This weekend was so much fun friday nite all of us went to emerald and had so much fun i figured out i knew like 30 people there i know i counted lets see...Adam, Dave, Matt, Melissa, Mark, Sheryl, Jamie, Jackie, Kidd, Jamie, Christina, Elaina, Scott, Katie, Justin, Drew, Jenna, Laura, Kassy, Yolanda, James :-). yeah it was so much fun i got to talk to James damn he was lookin all sorta good He's goin to Cali at the end of the month for his bro's wedding. I miss him for some reason he was watchin me like a hawk when we were in the club damn he is so sweet and cute and just wonderful ahh ok no more talkin about him. Anyways then Sat. nite i came back and me Deuce, Smatt, Greg, and Levi all chilled in Smatt and Gregs room just chillin relaxing, then Smatt tried to get me to stay argh i like him but i just feel awkward with him i dont want to mess up a friendship argh i dont know. I kept gettin dumb ass dial's from nick's stupid bitch so i had my boys play back. They called his phone so fuckin funny i loved it. You want to drunk dial I can play right back i dont appreciate that shit so i hope you learned your lesson. Then there is mike who the hell knows what's on his mind he is so worried about what i think about him and he has the sweetest hugs argh maybe i'm just lonely but wow sweetie. argh it was just a chilled weekend with alot of fun with friends
Canada the friday before easter yall wanna go hit me up
Love yall
Jess

my Immortal

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 21:11:59 GMT

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

"Only thing is
you dont have all of me
so leave me be
let me live
the life i chose
without you in it
happy as ever
free of your problems
free of your face
free to be me
the way it should be
with out you"

Other then those downer words life is great i'm so happy to just be me for once no problems just being free, free to be me... life is so good no problems just smiles

Crazy couple of days

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 21:59:56 GMT

yeah life has been interesting and confusing at the same time. Just dont know how to organize my thoughts and i really dont know what to do anymore. I dont know how to handle the situations i'm delt and i'm really just at a crossroads. But never the less i'm happy i havent been this happy in so long i have great friends that i have so much fun with and so many smiles to share. Things do get to me more then they should but i'm not gonna let them put me in the shitter.

This weekend is gonna be off the chain. Friday is mel's b-day and i will be in crazy attendence. Then it's off to GR for some partyin with Nad's crazy hoes. I always have fun with that nut it's lisa's bday and chris might be in attendence can we say holy shit that boy is all that and a bag of chips.. ha ha wow yeah i'm a crazy gurl. The rest of the weekend will be pretty much down played kinda boring unless someone gets drunk and yeah then shit will happen we can only hope.

I wish you had never come back.. All i wanted was you out of my head and it was working. But then you had to come back and make me remember. Remember all the lies and remember how stupid i was to believe you. All i can say is that was the past and will remain. I am smarter then you and truer then you and will make it through this rain.

The weather is beautiful today so i'm gonna enjoy it ttyl
Jess

Caught off guard

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 19:53:41 GMT

What do you do when your friend is a mess? I feel like i have no control and most that know me know that's hard for me. I dont know what i can do for her then be there for her. This last week just got a whole lot harder. And i'm just too weak to handle it. Besides not feelin well i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I guess that's what happens when other people know they can confide in you. Which i like to know i'm that type of person that people come to if they need help. Knowing i will give an honest answer and provide whatever comfort i can. But this weight right now is so intense i'm just tryin to sort out all the emotions along with school shit that i can. I'm lookin forward to spring break so much i just cant wait to just relax for once and just not have any worries. well i'm gettin my hair did today which i'm excited about gettin it cut and highlighted gonna look fly lol. ttyl

Love ya
Jess

Monthly madness

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 21:32:51 GMT

wow this month has been full of some crazy shit! Lovely memories of Greg jumpin in Mitches bed while he lay there half naked with amanda with a bowl of puke... college just never gets boring especially at Michigan State. Each weekend is new parties new people and just so much fun... This week is florida and i cant wait finally paradise. Laying on the sandy beaches with the hot sun and parasailing oooooohhhhhhh just thinkin about it makes me just want to bypass this entire week and skip right to thursday... School sux but i really cant complain cuz this year i'm having the time of my life.
The wierdest thing happened to me this weekend and all of you that really know me or knew me in High school knew about my little or big crush on Brad shit cant believe i saw him in canada still lookin good of course and he was the one gettin my number this time ... My how the tables have turned .. and my am i loving that they have...But he still hasnt grown up he still is all about high school when most have moved on and matured and gotten a life ha ha damn i was a strange gurl for tryin to get with that ...
Oh for all that live back in the MAC new club Rain on 13 and grosbeck have to give it at least 2 stars not a bad club except the mass of caldien guys and not the cute ones the old wierd ones but other then that the club has good music, sound, and style.
To all that care i'm thinkin about plannin a trip to canada on march 20th with some of the guys up here and some other friends so if you want me hit me up on AOl you know the name i'll ttyl
peace

Hey

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 05:26:19 GMT

Ok strange i was readin some old journal entries wow that's some wierd shit. How fucked up was I??? pretty damn i would say. Came home this weekend for my uncles funeral it's tommorrow and i'm kinda not relaly lookin forward to it but hey nuttin i can do. New semester starts and so does the shock. got my shit for next year lined up. Me and betsy are gonna be living on 6 soooo much fun i can't wait!!! co-ed floor what!!! I'm finally giving Elaina another chance to not be an annoying retard. And as MSu states i'm partyin like i should lots and lots of partyin with 2.
My mind is kinda in circles at the moment thinkin about some wierd shit. Eric and i are talkin which is kool an totally unexpected shit he jsut seemed to get hot since 8th grade and then all out of a sudden he wants my IM i'm like fuck yeah merry christmas to mee !!!
I know it's early to be thinkin about it but for the summer i think i'm goin back to good ole 7up either that or i want to work at old navy because i buy too much of their shit either that or gadzooks could be kool i dont know anything to not have to hual pop (especially when i saw the fucker that works for 14 and scheonerr in canada that was just alittle too damn wierd)
Hmm... what else is goin on in my life that i jsut dont want in my brain anymore?
oh yeah boys ... besides some of them when are they gonna get a damn clue?? seriously if a bitch dumps you get over it shit loser you were datin for like 3 weeks she wasnt the love of you life geeze ooo that bugs me how fast some losers fall for stupid fuckers couch couch (we are gonna call him "dill" for the sake of shit and it's funny)I figure i'll do what i've been doin just leave them be i aint in no damn hurry but i would like to have someone whatever i'll get over it another Vday with daddy's flowers lol
Man i miss all my gurls from warren i was just thinkin about all the shit i did with the gurls from the old hood over christmas that was soo much fun Jen canada what oooo we have to do that shit again
well i have to get up early tommorrow prolly should get started on the bedtime
i'll talk later
Jess